I am not a person who has lived in a particularly "honest" manner. I have not been fully myself around other people
God, Whoever He IS would reveal Himself sufficiently to you so that you would know that He is genuine and not fake . He would reveal the extent of His genuineness to you so that you would be able to trust Him to be Himself. When in your heart you know God is Who He says He Is I believe you will be a lot more able to be yourself.
It is my belief that when you know how genuine God Is, you will be more able to live honestly..
The fear of man bringeth a snare: but whoso putteth his trust in the LORD shall be safe.
Numbers 23:19 God is not human, that he should lie, not a human being, that he should change his mind. Does he speak and then not act? Does he promise and not fulfill?
Exodus 3:14 God said to Moses, "I AM WHO I AM";
Isaiah 43:13 Even from eternity I am He, And there is none who can deliver out of My hand; I act and who can reverse it?"
1 Corinthians 4 :17 For this reason I have sent to you Timothy, my son whom I love, who is faithful in the Lord. He will remind you of my way of life in Christ Jesus, which agrees with what I teach everywhere in every church.
Revelation 1:8 "I am the Alpha and the Omega," says the Lord God, "who is, and who was, and who is to come, the Almighty."