If you hate yourself because you have hurt yourself and others of you, it can be hard to think Someone exists that doesn't hate you for being you.
However Someone exists Who does not hate you for being you.
This same Someone has never nor will ever not hate the things you have done and continue to do that hurt you and others of you.
You must repent of these things that have hurt this Someone.
God ,Whoever You Are, I have hurt myself, others, and You, give me a heart that hurts for the hurt I have caused